Okay, so all day, i guess all day when i was talking to my boyfriend, i was doing everything wrong. its not fair! we have rules for each other. and one of my rules for him is not to joke around with me at all. he does it everyday. he accuses me of doing things i wouldnt do. he jokes with me about "if we ever break up, he'll cheat on me" when both of us agreed that we would never be with another person if we broke up because we promised each other we'd get married. then he starts talking about different ways that we possibly could break up but i can never tell if he's joking about that or not! it drives me nuts and this relationship seems unfair to me at times until i think about how i get mad at him for the littlest things but i warn him not to do things and i tell him if he does the things i warn him about, he'll get me mad but he does it anyway. then i get mad and he gets pissed at me cuz he's the one who didn't listen!!!! ah!!! i just can't take it. i can't take the jokes, the anger, the break-up talks, the crying...any of it!!!